Heart beating fast, my plams are sweaty. Petrified. But totally excited. Thoughts fill my brain like water fills the levy. I feel like im going to burst...like i lost my lid. Hmmm... do you ponder the question why? I love this feeling its exhilarating. Its not that im shy. Its more deeper than that..more graduated. Let me just get the nerve. Ill just say it...Hello..hi I enjoy your enegry as i watch and observe. Beautiful nerd Hello. Hi