and that was my testament, like I was planning to pass on, which I am not, but then who knows when the last breath of wind is gonna flow, like a will, leaving nothing to anyone or a spirit watching over your destiny, or an old wise woman tending Petunias or Peonies in a flowered smock, or the Pine tree watching it all so patient, just shedding needles as if he doesn't need them, or a great mountain standing so patient watching every sunrise and each sunset like it is infinity.