You wore socks to bed- knowing it irked me. Faced me while we slept- breathing your stinky breath in my face was a definite, guaranteed. You loitered as I changed always trying to cop a feel- ignoring my agitated pleas. You watched your wrist- telling me I’m late; of course, I forever disagreed. Invited yourself to my TV time- talking to me as if I was free. Told me I was beautiful; each and every day- annoyingly, times three. Sometimes you had an ‘I’m the king’ attitude, and I was just your sidekick wannabe.
Sadly, I still wash all of your socks each and every week. I face the fan as I sleep, so it dries my tear’s wet streaks. I continuously pause while getting dressed- waiting to hear you make the floorboards creak. I put on my makeup extra slow anxiously anticipating your frustrated shriek. I turn up the TV’s volume hoping you’ll come interrupt to speak. Waiting for your mushy compliments as I check the mirror at my womanly physique. I made you a personalized crown, so you could be a king that’s honored and chic. But silence and heartbreak are all that is left here to tweak. You’ve departed this world suddenly, leaving my life confusing and disastrously bleak. Now, your once irritating traits have become the only thing that my broken heart desperately seeks.
I know the things you do now that I complain about are going to be the things that I will yearn to see the day you are no longer here.(Most High forbid)