You watched me turn to long sweatshirts and away from all the sleeveless cropped shirts You watched my eyes turn into black tunnels as all the light faded away from them You watched me turn to alcohol and cigarettes knowing how fast they could **** me You watched me drown knowing that I didn’t know how to swim in all that water You watched me fall hard and harder each time but never stopped to help You watched me sink as the sun sank below its horizon everyday You watched me cry everyday as another part of me died You watched me turn from the light towards the dark You watched me become lonely, lost and insecure You watched me burn all the memories away You watched my sentences grow shorter But you didn’t help me and then Came a point where there was Nothing left nothing Except the Silence.
I can't do it anymore. I can't stop. I don't even know who I am anymore