I looked into the mirror just now Before I turned all the lights off The Campbell House On Campbell Avenue In all its drama, and all its tension Watches Netflix Reads. Writes. We lay our heads down Instagram a pic or two Letting go of today.
Women in rooms. Women undergoing such experiences I went shopping with girlfriends today And wasn't present at all.
When I glanced in the mirror I saw the new chain around my neck With a stone that spoke to me at the store But perhaps might be fake But its beautiful. A soft green, gold Dangerous. Beautiful. Like me.
I glanced in the mirror No make up, a line that just cut through my throat As I remember that was the title of The portfolio of poetry I tucked pieces of my heart away into And you read it page to page Shared it with strangers Trying to engulf my every crevice I just didn't know you.
I was excited About the call and response You did say all the right things You walked in with such swagger Strength Small and light Strong, playful And you wanted me Oh how you wanted me And thats how I became your prisoner for the next year of my life.
But. I looked into the mirror just now My lips formed an expression Of just acceptance Slight acceptance I guess Really Its not all that surprising.
Soon. Things will all change So soon. Dear God Please let it be for the better.
When others speak profound things to me I keep quiet because I want to drink up every word.
You're not invited And its funny to think A chocolate heart shaped cake I covered it in walnuts I bought you whiskey glasses And I'm at that point now Where all the yous blend together In one heaping puddle of **** Representing a past A past of lies, deceit, abandonment And I leap over that ******* pond