some days I feel I'm too full of emotions for the disconnect we share physical bluntness leaves me empty and often intrigues yearning for more in the middle of the night, pillow held tightly to my chest I long for the romance that is being loved
some days it all comes back and hits me full force, I am not strong enough to stand against it I can’t close my eyes without feeling your hand on the back of my head, forcing me down down down I often wish that phrase was only a metaphor maybe that’s the source of my disconnect
some days I feel passion so deep others I wake up cold and roll over to pull the covers back over my head the pain of it varies day to day no day is the same, the anger fluctuates I wonder if I’ll ever recover until then,