not in the actual sense
but i killed my soul
i left the doors closed,
and i slammed the open ones
shut.
i closed the windows
i left opportunity alone
i turned off social media,
i just asked them to leave me
alone.
i locked the door to my room
i shut out my family
i ignored my friends,
i told them to go away from
me.
i turned on the music
i reopened the old scars
the ones you helped close,
the ones that were almost healed
completely.
i killed myself,
with loneliness.

{Jo(e)}