we deleted our tinders as a way to say we like each other
i watched as you held the shaking square and it bounced
side to side trying to avoid being killed
and then you pressed the little x with your finger
and you put the same finger inside me not five minutes later

nothing has to mean anything if you don’t want it to
but i want it to and i’d tell you as much but i’m scared you’d listen
you want me to meet your parents and i’m already ******* up
in my head because i don’t make a good first impression
too quiet
too quiet
too quiet

if there was something before this i have forgotten it
because all i can think about is your hand on my back
you broke my glasses again and you were so upset
but as long as i can see you it’ll be okay
when you cook spaghetti for me in your little kitchen
it makes my heart hurt
but in a good way