When each day each hour each moment gave me the feeling of destined for you A strong realization of of having you in my stars made me to believe my fortune and I started seeing you with closed eyes
That moment I discovered myself completely naked but not diffident shy but not ashamed
With inexorable madness in my heart and beaming peace in my mind I looked down with melting breath to hold your hands within mine
I thought these hands can wipe even the darkness of night and all will remain is the golden rays of morning sun warm and bright
But you suddenly pull your hands out Calmness of your voice cut me into pieces when you declared salvation is your destination I could not believe my trust owe me fate of a roadside stone
Now standing amid the road to salvation that filled with fear to love and to be loved to give and to accept to keep and preserve promises I am still searching a way to go back and hold you tight
Because I know all pain ends if you have a shoulder to weep
love ties knot between people….few people even in their seventies hold their loved ones hand so tightly and dare to embrace death… And few are so afraid of death (responsibilities)…they searched a way to escape in the name of moksha This poem Yasodhara (Buddha’s wife) is a trial to deliver feeling of those …..