Depression is "I should shower now, while I'm still feeling okay." Depression is Drinking water with every bite because you don't want to eat. Depression is Having an audiobook on while you sleep to keep yourself from waking up vulnerable. Depression is Taking risks to try and reach yourself. Depression is Vivid memories overlaying themselves on reality. Depression is Wanting to do your schoolwork but being unable to find the strength. Depression is Not answering texts because too much interaction tires you out. Depression is Having to work harder than everyone else for the same result, and being called lazy anyhow. Depression is Sleeping for 14 hours and still being tired. Depression is The guilt that comes with finding one person who makes you feel good, and knowing you will burden them. Depression is Being left by your lovers or friends because they don't understand. Depression is Piles of ***** laundry you wish you had the inner fortitude to do. Depression is Wandering the empty roads in the middle of the night because you can't sit still. Depression is Reading a book whenever you are in public to ease the stress. Depression is Not always Visible.