He starts another conversation
Talks about how his day has been asks about mine.
I know he doesnt care what i had gone through,
For him i am just a girl he can tell everything to.
I still try to speak,
The words of silence come out of my mouth.
He looks at me, his face with full of disinterest
I know, he wants me to stop.

Does he see the heart inside me?
Does he sees the dreams i dream
About him. Listening to me sincerely.
Does he care i cant breathe, all the while he is ignoring me.
The pain i feel is never ending.
I wanna go back to the girl i used to be.

After a week i call him up,
To listen to his mesmrising voice.
He picks the call to say he is busy,
Another reason to choose over me.
He cuts the call.
My heart stops beating for a second you see,
I try to distract myself,
Playing with the phone.
My mind is stuck at him,
He calls me after an hour to say
Baby i cant come over tonight again.

Does he know how i feel so lonely?
Does he know his i love you's make me believe. How hurtful love gets,
Each time he avoids me.
I feel my heart is cracking,
My body aches. My heart dies,
I walk like a corpse in the funny world full of life.
I wanna be the girl i used to be.

We both dance,
Holding hands.
He smiles and looks at me with love all over again,
He kisses me in the cheek,
And says how i cute i am
When he is around me.
Now, that i think of it. It was all just a dream.