She tells me about the sun, this late night moon. Informs me of the infinite number of days to be. We converse together, this shining white orb and I, as the stars watch in amused, dangling patterns. I pray at night, I pray in the day. I always pray. Does it help? Yes I think it does. It connects me to the magnificent creator of the sun and moon.
So I stay in conversation with my global friend. We speak not only of the sun, but of life itself. Sharing observations on how it all plays out. This moon, in its wisdom, tells me of infinity. Of taking a step, even a walk, into ones' destiny. I wonder at this. I consider it most carefully. Realizing that I too am making this odd journey.
The moon will depart soon, its turn almost over. Not to fear! The sun will replace her luminosity. In fact, were speaking of truth, it shines brighter. What words shall we share? This sun to come. I suspect I shall not know until the new daylight. Not to worry. Not to fret. Everything in the world happens for a good reason. I do fully believe this.
We shall all be one with the sun and the moon, when God calls us to our eternal resting places. I'll join those that have gone before me, and in freedom be relieved of this human endeavour. It's hard to live when you're dying. Harder to live when you're trying to pretend that the stars up above even know you have existed.