How can I know? How can I let go? How can I toss you away? I love you: there's no denying it. Yet, I can't seem to ask you: Do you love me too?
I turn *crazy to the thought of you; Even if we're so close, I still feel like you're a world away: I hate to feel like this; Nobody else can torture me this way,* Yet I choose to stay.
I've held you for too long, It could be an eternity; And you might be holding me At the edge of your fingertips; Playing me like a fool, Yet knowing this I gladly accepted.
I know you are not aware of it, I merely am a monologue; But your influence over me, Aghast, I needed to state my pleas; I can't tell you to bore yourself reading this; It's your choice.
I can't tell how much you are to me With these words; It's just the tip of the iceberg; That is why I grow weak, To the sight of you; To the cries of my aching heart.
I can't let you know, I can't let you go. You make me feel messed up, yet you're my remedy. ****.