You came into my life like a blazing meteor, Plowing through my skies, all warmth and fire; You lit up the darkness that was my yesterday, Shattering my walls, I'd thought you planned to stay. But you left my orbit just as swiftly as you arrived, a fleeting specter in the night, cunning & contrived that left me broken to behold & hollow inside. I should loathe you for abandoning me, but I cannot. I should tell my heart to love you no more, but I can't stop. I cling to what we were and how we used to be that I can't seem to see how much you've damaged me. Because I loved you, but you just threw it all away -- easy. And everyday I ask myself if you had ever found me worthy or if it had all been just a game to you, to love then leave me.