I drowned a little yesterday, The big brown eyes invited me to swim. I caught my breath and dove in, My knees weakened by the clash of red and black. Tensed and ready for the onslaught, I placed all my trust in the youthful face. Expecting nothing but the world to be put to rights. A little release, soft yet painful. Like removing a splinter but leaving the cut. Will I heal over the cut like always? Will she dig it out and cut deeper to heal better? Therapy is not for the weak, But living is. ;