I fell in love
with the evil inside.
I fell in love
with the pain that swallowed me whole,
the pain that shouts
"I love you"
as the dagger hangs out the back.
"555
666
what the **** are ya gonna do *****?"
My life has broken into two.
One: good
Two: bad
I cannot choose between the two.
Being  good brings so much fortune,'
but being bad brings fun.
And everyone likes to have fun.
My sinful nature bleeds through my skin.
But my good nature bleeds between my soul and my heart.
The love/hate relationship is always
reoccurring  
What has my life come to offer me,
a cross and crown,
or horns and a star?
Where the hell have I gone?
I want to be a badass
yet be so kind and caring
I find it hard to believe,
I switch in between.
Or so. I. Think,
I am the double.
IT is in me.
IT.
Christ,
Satan,
and everything in
*between