it's sunny outside
and i can hear voices of
children laughing with
no care of the world
and i wonder why
can't i bring myself
to do the same
to you

all these saturated colors
surrounding my room
yet a frown stays rested
on my lips
because yours aren't here
to kiss it away anymore
and maybe today i'm a little
under the weather

i keep my phone
three distances away
for fear i'll see
the curve of your smile
but carved by someone
else

i'm sure i have gotten
over you
there are no bitter
feelings nor regrets
i just wish you wouldn't
smile that much