Cool as a frazzled cucumber I take my words and clench them in my jaw and my fists I fight every urge to throw them in your face or deliver them in a well-timed slide smoothly down the table because I know they would destroy you or at least buy your silence because your talk is so cheap
But I hold them.
I return them to my mind and break them in to pieces. I remold them as light and hope and love. Because hate is a weakness, an ugly waste empty sounds leaving bitter taste so I could through words in your face but that won't be the case because hate is just too easy.