A* is for *all the times you laughed at me B is for all the ***** you threw C is for never caring D is for me drowning in my tears E is for every word you said F is for me faking a smile again and again G is for never letting my guard down H is for hating myself I is for I want to die J is for "don't take a joke so seriously" K is for killing my skin L is for her leaving me M is for losing myself N is "never again" O is for me being "over-dramatic" P is for picking up the pieces Q is for quitting on myself R is for regret S is for suicide T is for taking my own life U is for the universe doesn't care V is for me being a victim W is for words can break me X marks where my grave is Y is for yearning for something better Z is for the end of my story