you'd think having a little bit of everything is great
but to me it's the biggest root of insecurity
when you know you're good enough,
you tend to think that everything should go your way
and when it doesn't, you ask yourself
what else do i lack?

then i remember
i'm always only second place
and though many would **** for silver
i would **** for gold
because it hurts more to think of
what could've been
if only you tried harder
if only you were better
because almost is never enough

but will anything ever be?