I just want to sleep, but I fear my dreams That always carry me to startling extremes Where tears and blood flood the streams Where air's polluted with children's screams
Sometimes, I briefly feel nicer things I'll feel like a bird with feathered wings But then I'll remember the puppet strings And all the turmoil that they bring
Then, at times, I remember nothing at all And I wake up feeling like a limp rag doll Staring blankly at an empty wall Without motivation even to crawl
I found this in the notes on my phone. Sorry, I haven't been on in a while... I've had a severe lack of motivation to do anything except lay in bed.