Your insanity traps me surrounds me with heavy darkness and loneliness. I welcome death, but then again fear it I'm so alone when her mind is twisted Her tongue rips through my heart causing my soul to bleed.....
Yesterday I was young and alive today I am old and dying.
She rambles in the distant room locked in conflict with her thoughts My heart beats wildly contemplating a better life a life which at times seems would only be a reality through my death.
Charging into the room she switches on the blinding light blasting me for something I committed in her twisted mind. A something locked from my view, my reality, very much etched in her burning brain.
I confront her to no avail for my uncommitted sin she flees the tense room ever more infuriated, for my unknown heartlessness. I don't pursue remaining to relish in my painful loneliness.
I wish to escape... I want to leave; but my heart won't let me go... I remember the you that left, full of life and love She's the one I can't let go She's the one inside of you crying for rescue but too far to reach....
Dealing with the insanity of a loved one, takes patience and a lot of grace from God.