It's hard to explain
When I don't understand it myself
But my heart mourns
That which it never had

I miss what was not mine
From the stories I heard
Of the personality you had
My over active mind

Conjures up experiences I've never felt
I swear I've met you
A few nights when I closed my eyes
We conversed beliefs and talked all night

Long after I opened my eyes
You stayed with me in the lull of life
I loved someone I never knew
To this day

My fate I rue
For I wish I had known you
Met such a wonder
Had you been in my life

It would have been a blessing