Here you are again,
staring in this mirror.

It lies to you.

You shake with fear and
worry and
regret

like somethings going to happen
a consequence of the actions
you did not take yet.

Here you are again,
staring at your feet.

They  lie to you.

Throbbing with
blisters  
and pain

They lead you down the street
through the rain
but what you really want to do is
set yourself on fire and
jump off of that bridge

Here you are again,
looking into his eyes.

They lie to you.

Uncertain
enraged
and self centered.

They stare you down
and **** the life out of
you
like a leech
You surrender
Living out this life as
a pretender

Give it up.