I went back to the place
Where I can go back in time
To where you were before
But your not there anymore
My diving board
I found the deep end
I swam with you
And my demons

I replayed the words
Over again in my mind
For the millionth time
And found new meaning
My Sig Sauer
I found the bullet
It was my finger on the trigger
It was you who took the shot

You are my gun
To blow my brains out
These thoughts are bullets
And my babies loaded

I'm thinking about forever
As I'm staring down the barrel