Given ***** and money and *** I scoff, These things remind me of my void filled life The sense of Dread and Fear of Pain could stop If only I had ways of making mine The life sweeter granted by your embrace, It is the Dream I wish upon myself To wake up every day and see your face To grant me a sweet release from this Hell. Things could and would only improve with time Some time for us to learn and share our love Life would become a show of Art and Rhyme Poems of our days would banish Bad Blood Metaphors of our love would saturate This earth we trust could not would not berate.