What was is like before I fell
Before I ended up in this hell
I don't remember I was only eight
When I got shoved into this fate
Left with feelings of self hate
Human monsters brought me to this gate
The hands of time
They did unwind
It didn't treat me very kind
It brought more monsters and called them mine
Now I'm spinning out of control
Waves of sorrow over me roll
Never knowing which way to go
Should I follow the big black crow
It would lead me to the grave
You know that is what I crave
There's not much of me to save
For what wasn't stole from me, I gave
Or should I stay in this frozen field
Frozen solid left to deal
Trying to heal what can't be healed
Blinded by my fate, is it sealed
Will any of my tomorrows be kinder
Oh will I grow blinder
By the bites of more sidewinders
Or will I just be thrown into the grinder
I remember mud pies
Chasing fireflies
Lazy summer bike rides
Loved ones that never died
What happened to those things I had before I fell
Before I ended up in this Hell
Can anybody say,can anybody tell