hopefully in three years your eyes burn at the sight of me

this is how you'll find me:

ill be standing in the corner of the party
hand in hand with a pretty girl, or guy, or anyone else or none at all
ill be wearing my favorite grey button up with my calvin klein bow tie

and I won't have spent a single thought on you

you'll see me from across the room
and i bet your hands would sweat
i bet you'd ignore me and attempt to block me from your mind
not knowing that i would always be there

you succeed until i wave you over
id ask you how your life has been
with the most sincere smile on my face
you question me with your eyes
and i don't waste my time with an answer

because here's the thing,
i don't have time to waste on you
and you know im bitter
ive always been that way

but i don't want you to hate me
i want you to envy what could have been