It's always been difficult, for me to communicate. Friends, family, whomever, I can't always express what I want, or how I would want to. I'll sit stern and stoic, and tell all the people I know that, I am fine. Than I go home, and between choking sobs explain to the dog, or the cat, what it is that ails me so. The dog just stares, the cat just purrs, but I find more solace in that, than the words of anyone I know. Is that so strange?