I don't work, in the usual sense, and I won't ever do other's bidding again, but many do (I had not thought death had undone so many) and they wear me out. Mornings away, afternoons home. In between, nugatory labors. It is exhausting to consider and makes me want to take a nap. I'm weary in general and drowsy in particular and have a great notion to depart this aeonian hell of automatons and hebetude for some place where birdsong and sunlight and kisses are work enough.