I just had this light go off in every brain cell I got that as a young amorous lad all full of it with no other thoughts 'cept girls and baseball I might have come across lustfully or recreationally the two )baseball and her moans( did meet, with Susie in the back seat , in '75, when I felt I could not hold back long enough for her to also reach the top of Mount Ecstasy, that is another story so, several decades have passed since grand was more grandiose, now more with wisdoms passions, than the fertile fumbling in a Rambler did back when, i think of words, and passion more phonetically than tactily. And write as if the metaphors might bring the feeling back.