It’s Valentine’s Day. Daddy makes coffee in two cups heart-shaped cups. Mommy is in bed, sleeping in. Daddy waits for Mom to wake up- she doesn’t but she’s still breathing. Daddy sighs and goes to work. Mommy shakes my sister and me awake and pulls us into boots and coats and gloves. We tiptoe over shards of glass on the way out.
Mommy drives too fast. She makes me watch when the light is green for go at long intersections because she keeps getting something in her eye. We get to the airport. Mommy dashes inside like a guilty person in a movie but I know she’s innocent because she’s my mom. I sit and watch planes disappear into bundles of clouds that look like white cotton-candy and planes land pulling their wheels into their chest with a fast whoosh.
Mommy comes back empty-handed. One long sigh passes her lips before she starts the car. My sister asks where are we going. Mommy only gets a short sound out but I know she means home. “Good,” my sister says. “I’m tired.” “Me too,” Mommy replies.