"Knowing that I tried my best but it still wasnt good enough.
A Feeling so low that the only way I've thought of escaping was suicide.
Knowing that even if I did die,
it wouldnt matter who got hurt in this world because im so alone inside.
I just want to fill the empty.
Everyone wants me to be happy but how can I be okay living inside this mind.
It's me
And I just want to be happy because im not fine.
There is no other way.
The fact that I wouldn't be here anymore and I'd finally be at peace, to stop the voices in head,
Discontinueing the negative feed my minds been fed,
would make me better.
With that being said for my family and friends, I love you and tho i turely am blessed
Right now im lower than low and im going to rest."
-So sorry.