They say it takes 13 days to form a habit. That's how long it's been since I threw my heart into a box of condoms. I called upon the ghost of my reincarnation. He bought me flowers and thanked me for my patients. I drove my car into the hospital to find a regular doctor. One that won't sew my eyes together. I need to stop taking benadryl, it ***** with my emotions. I've decided to put things into the holes in my apparition. I'll wear a ****** whenever I feel like it. I don't take orders,