I don't know what happened
with the calm
with the way my lips
couldn't mouth any words
for once, my mind was empty
in company of you
...
so I sat, so I looked
my mind couldn't possibly
seize a spark which kissed
I'm such a narcissist
careless and a *****
no, don't you see
I am cruel and beautiful
gentle and quite awful
artistic and a fraud
I am all of these things
so excuse me
don't bother me with
your petty mistakes