Show face Inner demon, leering and brooding to have me dwell in my failure. Show face Caring foe , waiting to see me fall. And I will, flat on my knees begging for the lords mercy. Ask him to pave me a way forward Thank him for letting me see another day . Even if it's dark. Dark, clouding my vision, where do I go? To my head where vision never mattered. Where I could close my eyes and let the wind carry me with the birds. Hear the trees whistle songs of how they have been liberated from freedom. In my head where I am bigger than myself. I am the earth. Only in my head. My eyes will open soon and I will be blind again. I will show face. Paint it on, mascara, lipstick ,smile and all Then show it.