nothing is easy in a world of heavy crosses to bare and its not easy offering up suffering- for the same world, when your very sanity seems under threat but do not be fearful to have been found worthy to suffer a little from your fellow Man, it will all turn out for the good, and his unreasonableness in the face of your beauty, he will surely have to pay for it in the end, and his cross may well not be so light as he imagines it.