with hands made of shrapnel, i seal the door shut, hide under the bed. gunpowder perfume and gasoline showers, when i was 13 i forced my way out. i crawled back in, driven by the sound of cicadas dying. theyre last will and testament sounding too much like salome. am i john? summer is over, the hush of fall falls down like the last veil. i am salome, you are john. head sitting heavy on a silver platter. my body is jeweled, the veils, the color of violets, flow, swirl, part. i reveal myself to the king, gold melting down his face like saturated sacrilege.