Dear my angel that didn’t exist it hard for me to find the right words to say.

I’m deeply sorry that we never got the chance to meet,
The chance to see your tiny body and hold your tiny feet.

It was a decision that I never ever wanted to make and my bleeding heart will always be torn,
For my darling baby I would never see you be born.

Forgive mommy she said she wasn’t really ready for you,
Forgive me as your daddy that I wasn’t there to stop mommy for what she was about to do.

It’s okay if you didn’t have the strength to fight,
Because I know you’ll be heading towards the light.

Whether you’re a boy or a girl I’ll never know,
This love I would have for you I’ll never be able to show.

You’ll always be daddy special one and mommy too,
We both made a terrible hurting mistake but to let you know we both will always love you.

My dear angel I know you be looking down on both of us and it’s been awhile,
I will always have this image and dreams to see your beautiful smile.

So I wrote this poem and a letter to show you that I really care,
That this pain will always hurt that I cannot bear.

But one day, some day mommy and I will hold you tight and give you the biggest kisses but till then this a goodnight sweetheart love you always love Mommy and Daddy.
**Jacob Cuadro