I hug this mug of tea this sweet, black cherry tea warmth seep through the porcelain a wonderful sensation blooming on my tongue
yet, that old fellow over there with cowered eyes flecked with grey a long peppered beard and hair so thick he had a crane which endured all the sick and came to poke his gnarledΒ Β finger at my cup of tea
dear, he said oh dear and I tilted my head not knowing what to be said do you see what you have done to yourself?
I glance down down, at my fingers wrapped around the cup of tea the tea was not steaming, nor warmth presented my fingers were merely frozen and the sweetness was long forgotten
the pooling black cherry I saw my face reflected and I didn't recognize the eyes blinking anymore
who gave you that tea? the old wise man whispered that tea was a gift to me I whispered even quieter still the tea have grown cold long ago and you have been here huddled all alone he haven't bothered an offer of hospitality he left you to grow cold and still
and I realized, my hands shattered the porcelain the tea dripped in a sludge I kicked at the broken pieces and began to spark a flame
and now why the bright orange flame? the old man said and sat in the grass I am kindling my own I said with a fiery puff of breath he chuckled and nodded you have grown wiser *with a rare undertone
starting to realize that some people who are not what I thought to be. also striving to be more independent