this darkness is slowly consuming me eating away at my life I do not fear for there is not much light for it to take away. however, I would enjoy to have a brightness in my life. it does not have to be quite like the moon, or a star, I would be more than satisfied with something equivalent to a dimly lit candle or even a dying lightbulb. just something, even if it is small, that can help me see. although, it is likely the light will never find me. I guess I will just have to teach myself to learn to see in the dark.