I breathe in all shades of purple and exhale in all shades of blue; faded plums to cornflower petals— a bruised kind of exchange that makes you look up to the sky and feel something for no reason. A contusion I keep fresh for whenever I let someone close enough to press it. And if the pain makes my skin sing notes only my conscience can hear, then I’ll write lyrics to match; they'll say *I’m alive. I’m alive. I’m alive.