everyday it's like i'm playing the same film
over and over
and over again.
my days are filled with me sinking
in shame
and the happiness that I feel..
well,
ha,
they're actually just ads
that are posted as trailers right before the actual movie starts.
the story of a 16 year old with a hidden life of parental abuse
substance abuse,
alcoholic abuse,
filling in the empty spaces that aren't filled with flashbacks of a past life
a life of how i actually died.
a past life where i actually used to smile
and had a reason to LIVE that smile
instead of just WEARING IT all the time.
none of these labels actually fit my demeanor..
*****
****
*****
drunk
kiss~***
smart~***...
ha,
if only society decided to look through a mirror
instead of a telescope
they'd actually be able to see
what the effect of us is...
the downfall of us all..
we are slowly becoming extinct and~~
sorry once again ive gotten off track.
enjoy the show