Pulling
Pulling to get away from you,
Pulling to hope and find the truth.
I look so deep with no where to go,
And then the tears start to flow.
Bending and winding down my cheeks,
To the day you weren't so weak.
Coming undone by tiny threads,
Feelings of loneliness all welled up in my head.
I learned to hate from the best,
To hide my feelings and puff out my chest.
Built up walls around my heart,
But that my friend is just the start.
I emotionally cast myself away,
Hiding from this seemingly unbearable pain.
And for all this I feel a deep shame,
For this I'll never be the same.
But in my end I'll always have you to blame.