artistic development and I'm learning just what I'm good at and people here can watch me do my latest by I am just a regular guy trying to write songs for other peoples rhymes I've made my way throughout the process I've tried this and that but nothing seems to work I'm trying to understand exactly what it is I'm going to do I will eventually end up with something nothing, hahhahahahhahhahahaa I relax a bit and I allow myself to sit upon the floor for a minute I let myself get into a spiral of confusions but then I let myself go back to something that I can contain I don't care if the people saw me in the state that I was I am a good person and I try to live what is told to me because I understand there is so much suffering going through the word I'll do my best when you explain what you are going through I will try I will try