Every once in a while
Will you make sure I'm alive
That I'm going to college
And not wasting my life

I'll never tell you how
Every once in an hour
I want to quit
More than once a day my life is sh*t

But I miss you
I miss life a year ago
And a year before that
And all the years I lived

Counting.
I'm counting
Days and weeks
When this will be over

And a fresh start will begin
The doors will open
And lead to somewhere
Across the oceans

I wont miss the past
I wont miss anything
Life will be good
In the moment