I feel so much better
Since I surrendered the hurt
The guilt , shame, and remorse
Are only a dream now
My life is going somewhere
Don't know where
But it's going to be good
Way better than the life before
I ended up hurting others
By the way I acted
So much I said and did
To cause others so much grief
I was out to decieve
Honesty wasn't part of my make-up
Lies I told to others
Made it hard for them to trust
They knew what I was about
Trying to pull a fast one on them
Just to get by
Now it's different this time
My actions need to prove that
I don't need to be at the bottom
God has better plans for me today
Or I wouldn't be here
Now I need to stand up
And show my intentions are right
Instead of always making a fool of myself