The world has become a minefield One that would eat you alive A world that tears at you body Rips open your soul Each day you struggle To wake, to fight, to live Each day the darkness envelops you And you search for a way out But there is none Before the blackness covers you You gasp for breath Before the murky waters of the day Drown you once again You are damaged by it's air Hurt by it's beauty And taken alive to be eaten by it's sunlight For every want you have to feel something Your demons will pummel you Until you feel only the numbness of their pounding fists You take to wanting pain if nothing else To want pain because it lets out the poison Lets out the hurt Lets out the darkness Your scars heal only to be reopened They become a doorway you have created To escape from the world A world that wants to devour you And yet through all the desolation that is your soul Through the darkness that consumes you I can only see love and light and beauty I see a child Lost in the wilderness Calling out my name Calling out to be saved If only from yourself And I weep that I cannot help I reach out But you cannot grasp my hand You listen But you do not hear me tell you You are loved Your tiny body bears scars Tiny screams of need Lines and lines of goodbyes Calling for someone to save you **And I see you so clearly You are a fighter Taking on the whole world while you cry A delicate child Taking on the dragon who wants to burn and crush And hoard your bones And I am in awe of your strength To do battle day and night With such a mighty foe I pray you will triumph I pray you will slay your dragon And stand victorious With it's ****** corpse at your feet Do not worry For your scars are a mark of strength Of your fight. They will become your victory speech You will one day overcome your nemesis And I am forever proud of you My child My love My fighter My soldier Because I never met a true warrior Who didn't bear the scars of battle.
This is about self harm, depression, anxiety. This is for my children, all of whom have faced their own dragons and continue to do so. They inspire me to be better, to do better. They are my rock, my safe place in this world. Re-posted from my previous account.