you
have caused
me more grief
in this one life I live
than anyone else I have
ever had the misfortune of
knowing, and having to bear seeing
I don't know why, nor do I understand
why you feel the need to take it all out on me
I am not your punching bag, or release, so please
please stop hurting this so easily broken heart
enough is enough I wont take it anymore
I would leave if I could but I cant alone
and so this horrid storm I wait out
the mixed messages confuse me
the I love you vs the I hate
tears me apart inside
and I just want an
end to all the
misery
rn.