Dear, We didn't meet by the train tracks, and not after a wedding reception. I didn't hover a yellow umbrella over you. There was no pouring rain. At some point I brightened; when I curled my fists with joy, you rolled your eyes, your tobacco leaves– there, your artsy nicotine– and puffed your own clouds over your own clean meadows. I wish you well, but I want the next one to know– if she is dark, if she is lonely– you'll say "I love you" way too soon.